Clarity from another Retrograde Moment

I feel so insanely blessed that I wish to share my gratitude story with you.  The last three days have been a roller coaster ride for me.  Because I calmly let go and accepted the ride downward, I ended up at heights greater than I ever planned!

I have been preparing for the debut of my new internet radio show “Superintelligence Wellness”.  Since I wrote my last blog four weeks ago, my work had progressed ultra fast and ultra smoothly.  Suddenly, with three weeks to go, my would-be production assistant pulled out for personal reasons.  If this had happened even two weeks earlier, I may have called off the entire show!  As it was, I had time enough to learn the various aspects of hosting a show, including operating the studio, and I had time already to write the scripts for my opening shows.  Everything felt under control enough that the surprise news hit as a mere hiccup.

The show must go on.  The worst case scenario would be that I host and produce the show by myself.  Not much fun, not very professional, but I feel comfortable enough to know that it can be done.  Remembering that the universe wanted me to create this radio show in the first place, I therefore trust it will also take care of whatever challenges that may pop up along the way.  All I have to do is act according to guidance.

Within minutes I was writing an email to inquire about the possibility of shifting to another platform for my show, one that included a producer.  Within two hours I made my previously arranged call to a friend, who suggested another mutual friend to contact for help.  Within one day I got an enthusiastic response from the friend to join me in this effort.  Within two days I had explored both avenues and came to complete clarity.

When one door closes, another door opens.  In my case, one door closed and two doors opened.  Both would push me to greater heights, in their own ways.  And with the options, I was suddenly given the opportunity to feel clearly where I am truly aiming.  This is not about survival then.  This is about understanding my Soul’s desires.  Just because I can does not mean I must do.  I had already held a greater plan for the future of my work.  With this hiccup, I have sharpened my focus.  Now I can actually feel how good that plan was.

And so I have made a decision.  I am sticking to my original platform, now with an exciting new partner.  When you join me on my radio show, I will introduce to you this wonderful being who saved the day for me.  Thank you , Lynn!

Another cool sign.  I feel there are a few “coincidences” pointing to Lynn as the right partner for me.  But this one deserves a mention.  I woke up yesterday morning with a very blood shot outer side of my left eye.  Almost like a blood vessel had burst, while nothing in the rest of the eyes.  Never had this before.  Last night we happened to be on Skype together, and so reacquainted ourselves with each other – only the second time we ever talked.  She began the conversation with an apology for her puffy left eye.  “You are not serious!”  I exclaimed.  I told her about my eye, we both peered into the webcam and she shrieked.   We have the red in exactly the same outer side of our left eyes only!  Ok, I can chalk mine up to stress, but what about her?  We live thousands of miles apart, in different countries – no, we did not infect each other.

The universe talks to us in interesting ways.  And everything is meant for our greater good.  This is the beauty of the retrograde energies (now not only Mars, but Mercury and Saturn too).  Anything that is not perfect will rear its ugly head.  How we perceive and handle the challenge is up to us.

Let this be the formal announcement of my new radio show.  It will debut on Thursday, April 19, 2012, at 10am PST.  I have yet to schedule the episodes, but this is a sneak peek to my show page:

www.blogtalkradio.com/superintelligencewellness

With gratitude to the universe, including you all,

Kay